leave me alone?

there are some days (like today) when i think about the days past when i thought the best.

lol. are ya' tracking with me? :)

i read this photographer's blog once where she said something about struggling with capturing a specific moment because the surroundings were so incredibly chaotic and crazy; she was overstimulated and couldn't think clearly enough to frame the picture she wanted to capture. what she said made so much sense to me because i am the same way in photography. today i was realizing the same can be said about my brain, my life.

simplicity is so difficult to achieve, especially with the life i lead right now. almost every moment is filled and scheduled, yet still there are things that never get done. i feel as though i was made for something other than this. right now, as is, my mind's a blank.