in this situation... what is my best?

okay.

so you may have picked up on a little frustration in my last post.

yeah.

and maybe even some despair.

sure, i'll own that.

but something i realized today, after a no-good, very bad, horrible day of doubt and tears is this:

i may not know much, or how i am gonna get there, but i serve a very powerful God.

what is impossible for Him?

nothing.

what do i need to do in the meantime, even in the unknowing?

my best.

i can do that.

i know where i lack discipline, strength, a good attitude.

i have the power to change all that.

no matter what, i can and should do my best... and leave the rest in God's hands.